And I refuse to let it be the reason I don't get my license. I don't think it will be though, it actually isn't that hard. I just get flustered easily :(. It's all good though I guess. I cried when I was doing it but I ended up doing it three times on my own without my dad saying anything. Then, on the way home this car was turning left at an intersection so I went around it. My dad was like "check your mirrors!" and I thought he was yelling at me so I basically was going like 2MPH through the fucking intersection. Then he DID start yelling at me for stopping and not paying attention. God I suck. I ended up crying the whole way home.
My dad didn't mean to yell at me though but driving is just so frustrating. I've improved so much though and I actually did really well tonight. It's a lot easier and a lot less scary. I'm hoping to try to parallel park every night and hopefully pass my test on June 28th.
Last night I slept over Ash's and we went to the beach today with Ayla. The UV level was unhealthy so you KNOW we were there hah. We met up with Shan and Caroline. I don't think Caroline likes me/thinks I like her very much but I do. Hah it's weird. It was supposed to be like one of the hottest days of the year.. but it really didn't feel that bad. The ocean was so warm though and I got SO SO SO SO SO burnt. It doesn't hurt though? I got burnt the other day when I went to that picnic thing with Michelle (cute entry by the way, thanks loveee) and it didn't hurt. It just turned to tan overnight.
I really think three months of tanning did something to my skin. I burnt for the first 2 weeks of it in March, and it kind of made me feel immune to the pain of burnt skin? Or burnt skin at all, or so I thought? Haha but I stopped tanning on my birthday/prom but I really didn't think my skin lost that much color that I would be a tomato. Too bad I am.
Oh well.. as me and Ash say.. it will turn to tan in a day.
My mom keeps telling me I'm going to have wrinkles and crows feet by the time I'm 21 if I don't stop tanning and keep wearing SPF 8. Hah she is probably right like usual so once this turns to tan I'm going to start protecting my skin again.
I don't know! It's starting to feel like summer, just a little bit, and I like it.
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